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Friday, April 20, 2007

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Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

wahh..so cheem right.but it's the colorgenics test that i did.haha.i dun really understand.so maybe years down the road,i'll see if it's true:))

today's peirce speech day!caught up with the teachers.many of our teachers got the 10 year,20year teaching awardS:) so fast eh..but they are good.they made an impact in my life.:)) great seeing those who love peirce and goes back:)

even though the no. of students from our batch has generally declined,im still proud that we are one of the majority groups:) perhaps we are good studetns who dont forget our teachers or more importantly,the memories which peirce has left us with:))

great seeing those juniors, those who are alr in j1:) they are doing great i guess:) hopefully,years down the road....they will still rmb peirce and return:))

we had dinner at amk S11.felt so homely!haha:)cus we ordered tze char and shared.just like a family:)) just joked and luaghed.seemed just like ystd...when we were having fun in school ! sec 3 and sec 4.our maddest years. :))

i dunch know how i feel towards AJ.but i just dun like the thought of reutning there.maybe i didnt do much there which makes my life in there pretty boring.lifeless.

maybe the ending wasnt what i hope it will be like.thus leaving behind regrets.and even more dislike for the school.i don't know...hmmm...sometimes i wonder...if going somewhere else,i'll do better. maybe i shouldnt make myself go to a place where i didnt feel homely to begin with.oh welsh.2 years are over. happy moments,sad moments...are all left behind.hopefully i can just erase this ugly 2 years of mine:) minus-ing the friends whom i met there:)perhaps that can make up for it:) and him.

disappointment.

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